Most people who i know. Do not understand mine Pain. My Trauma, My life issues, How i really feel. Mostly is not there fault. Because i where masks. I do not give in my weakness. I a Men. So i must be strong and have no tears.! Questions are.. How and what will you do i you had some incident thats like a movie? See the death from close by and stil survive. Life is not the same. You Lost more than you gain. More pain, more problems. Future is a disasster. In de movie is solved by revenge. But real life its suicide. Do not do that! seek help and get a new life. Suicide is for the weak!